Coping with depression and anxiety at work

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n Improving Access to Psychological Therapies (IAPT) Coping with depression Lee Brosan Jo Cope Rachael Martin Alina Hurding Claire Warrington Kieron Hegarty Jo Gresham-Ord Produced November 2010 2 Section 1: ABOUT DEPRESSION 1.1 WHAT IS DEPRESSION? Depression is a very painful and difficult human experience. Depression is actually quite common – it affects about one in ten people at some time in their lives. For some people, it might happen only once and pass quite quickly without any outside help. For others, depression may be more of a problem – it may last longer or come back multiple times – in these cases, it may require treatment. Sometimes depression can be so severe it requires admission to the hospital. Because many people are ashamed of feeling depressed and try to hide it, you may not have realised that it is quite so common – but it is. Symptoms of Depression Depression has many different symptoms. It is very often characterised by feeling sad, “blue”, and miserable it effects how you feel, act, and think. Some of the most common symptoms of depression are listed below. • Depressed mood. Feeling low, sad, miserable, hopeless, or irritable. Sometimes people feel bleak, numb, and empty. • Losing interest and enjoyment in previously enjoyed activities. Nothing seems like fun anymore. Things that used to be enjoyable feel like a chore. Motivation to do almost anything is very low. • Self-criticism and guilt. Feeling that you are bad, useless, inadequate, and worthless. • Pessimism. Very negative interpretations of the things that are happening around you. For example, thinking that nothing will work out right. • Hopelessness. Feeling that everything is bleak and pointless, and that it will always be like this. Some people feel as though there is “no point in trying”. • Loss of energy. Feeling tired all the time. • Reduced activity. Sometimes it gets to the point that people do very little, especially when compared to their life before depression. • Withdrawal from social activities. You may stop returning phone calls and begin avoiding occasions that involve socialising with other people. • Difficulty concentrating. You may have noticed that it is harder to read a book or watch a television program. • Memory difficulties. For example, you may forget where you put something, or forget your keys. There are other, more specific, memory changes as well. For example, it becomes easier to remember bad things that have happened to you and more difficult to remember good things. • Changes in sleep patterns. Some people have a lot of difficulty sleeping, while others feel as though they could sleep endlessly. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 3 • Changes in appetite and weight. Some people lose their appetite and may notice that they lose weight. Others may “comfort eat”, which often results in weight gain. • Loss of interest in sex. Some people find that they lose interest in sex, worry about their performance and experience difficulties with intimacy. • Thoughts of death. These range from thoughts that it wouldn’t be so bad to be killed accidentally to actively making plans for suicide. If you are having frequent or serious thoughts about suicide, then you need to get professional help as soon as possible. If you are not already seeing a mental health professional whom you can tell about these thoughts, then talk to your GP as soon as you can. These are some of the most common symptoms of depression, although there are others not listed that you may also experience. When people are “clinically” depressed, they usually have at least five of these symptoms most of the time for at least two weeks.These symptoms usually cause a great deal of distress. Even if you do not have this exact pattern, you may still need some help. If you look at the above list, you may notice that these symptoms can be roughly classified into four main groups. Mood Symptoms - these are often considered to be the main symptoms of depression. In addition to experiencing low mood, people may feel irritable, worthless, and hopeless. People may also lose any sense of interest or enjoyment in their usual activities. Sometimes people may be unable to feel love for the people closest to them. Physical Symptoms – changes in sleep patterns, appetite, weight and energy. Cognitive (“Thinking”) Symptoms – difficulty concentrating, making decisions, or working out problems. Memory difficulties. Changes in the content of thinking also occur. For example, people who are depressed start to think very negatively about themselves (“I’m worthless”), the world (“nobody cares for me”), and the future (“I can’t do it – it’s hopeless”). Behavioural Symptoms – often, people start to withdraw from social activities and many activities they previously enjoyed. 1.2 MYTHS ABOUT DEPRESSION Myth 1: “Nothing bad has happened to me, there’s no reason why I should be depressed. It must be my fault”. Reality: Sometimes it is very hard for people to understand why they have become depressed, and they end up thinking that the depression is in some way their fault. But in almost every case, an outsider like a therapist Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 4 can help people to see their depression in a different way. They do not have to blame themselves for feeling like that. Myth 2: “I don’t know why people say this is depression. I’ve always felt like this. It’s just me, and nothing can change it”. Reality: This is common when people have been treated badly early on, and have felt unhappy all of their lives. In this case, it is very difficult to see that the way they feel can be classified as depressed, and therefore not just how they are. It can be even more difficult to believe that it can change – but it can. Myth 3: “Depression is biological – like a switch going in your brain – and there is nothing you can do about it. Only pills can make the difference”. Reality: Depression is, in some sense, biological, more so for some people than others. And medication does help many people. But even if it is biological, it is clear that you may be able to speed the depression on its way by trying to make changes in the way you think and behave. Myth 4: “Other people can cope with their lives without getting depressed – much worse things happen to them. I’m just weak and pathetic – I should be able to cope”. Reality: It can look as though everyone is getting on with life and coping better than you. But this is partly because you tend to only focus on people who cope and not notice those who don’t. It may also be because people go to great lengths to hide it when they feel that they can’t cope, you might never see other people when they are having trouble coping. It is important to remember that the feeling that you cannot cope is a symptom of depression, and is not a sign that you are weak and pathetic. Myth 5: “I should just be able to pull my socks up and get on with things. I shouldn’t need help from anyone else. Anyway, talking about yourself is just selfish and self-indulgent, and doesn’t help”. Reality: If it were this simple, no one would ever be depressed. In fact, vast amounts of public money are poured into treatments of depression because it is recognised that people cannot just snap out of it, and talking in a constructive way that has been shown to help a lot of people. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 5 Myth 6: “Why should I take medication? It won’t help, it can’t change the things that are making me depressed”. Reality: It is true that medication will not change the things in your life that are troublesome. But it can help to make you feel better and therefore to cope with your problems in a different way. 1.3 WHAT CAUSES DEPRESSION? There are a number of causes of depression, some to do with what happens physically and some to do with what happens in your life. Very often when people get depressed a combination of things comes into play. The main ones are listed below. GENETICS. People may inherit genes that make them more likely to develop depression. If a lot of people in your family have had difficulties with depression, then this may be the case for you. However, keep in mind that a high rate of depression in a family may also be because of the way people in the family behave towards each other, and thus not due to the direct effect of genes. BRAINS AND BIOLOGY. When people are depressed, there are changes in the brain, both in levels of special brain chemicals and in electrical activity. These changes are more marked in people who suffer a lot of physical symptoms of depression (e.g., difficulty sleeping, change in appetite, lethargy). When people recover from depression, these changes disappear and brain activity goes back to normal. It is not known whether brain changes cause depression or are a side effect of depression. Other aspects of physiology may also contribute to depression. For example, disturbed sleep can lead to fatigue, irritability and poor problem solving. This can set the stage for depression to develop. When people are depressed, they often develop significant problems with sleep, which can help to keep the depression going. EARLY EXPERIENCE. For some people, life may have been difficult from very early on. There may have been practical difficulties, or they may have been abused or neglected. Their parents may have separated or died. Or they may have had a tough time at school; perhaps they were bullied. In these cases, people are more vulnerable to developing depression, particularly if their early experiences taught them to think negatively. LIFE EVENTS. For some people, things were going along reasonably well until something awful happened – perhaps their marriage broke down, they lost their job, or a loved one died. Such events can sometimes trigger depression, particularly if they involve major losses. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 6 ONGOING STRESS. For some people, there is not a single or major event that gets depression started. Sometimes depression is caused by problems that seem to go and on, with no solution in sight. These problems can be much more ordinary things, such as ongoing problems with work, accommodation, ongoing tension in relationships, or loneliness. The list is pretty long. These stresses are more likely to cause depression if they make people feel trapped or humiliated. 1.4 WHY IS IT SO HARD TO STOP FEELING DEPRESSED? Once someone is depressed, he or she experiences many changes. Very often the changes start to work in a vicious circle which helps to keep the depression going and can be very hard to break out of. The first step is understanding the changes and the way they fit together. The following cycle illustrates the way in which these changes work together to keep you depressed. We have filled it out with the example of what happened to John, who lost his job. Situation/ Event John loses his job Thoughts “I’ve failed” “I won’t get another job now” “I’ve let my family down” “I’m not contributing anymore” Behaviour Physical changes Withdraws from family and Can’t sleep friends Poor concentration Stops doing hobbies Loss of appetite Stays in bed Tired Emotions Sad Disappointed Depressed Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 7 Life Situation or ‘trigger’. As we saw above, certain kinds of life situations make it more likely that people will develop depression. In this case John lost his job. But not everyone who experiences these problems gets depressed – the link seems to be in the way that people think about what happens. Thoughts. Even if something bad happens, there are a number of different ways of thinking about it. John could have thought “Well, that was really unfair and it’s going to make life difficult for a while, but I can start looking for another job straight away, and might even find something I like more”. In this case, he might not have felt depressed. But in fact he thought “I’m such a failure, I’ll never find work again”. People who feel depressed tend to see things in a way which is harsh, self-critical, unfair, and unrealistic. We’ll talk about the nature of depressing thoughts in much more detail in section 3 (page 16). What is clear, however, is that because he did think like that, it was very understandable that he should feel low and depressed. Emotions. Once people start to think in a negative way, their feelings naturally follow. Feelings like discouragement and sadness are common. If the depression continues, more severe emotions such as despair, misery, and hopelessness may take over. Sometimes, worry is also present (physical tension, worry). Other people experience emotional where they don’t seem to feel anything at all. Once the negative emotions start, they also make it more likely that people’s thinking will become more negative as well, so there is a vicious circle where thoughts and feelings both get worse. Physical Changes. Depression has many physical symptoms. Often people find that they have no energy at all and get exhausted by everyday activities. They may have a lot of trouble sleeping, or even sleep too much to try and escape from their unhappiness. They may find it hard to eat, or may go the other way and eat much too much, often very unhealthy ‘comfort’ foods. They may find that their sex drive disappears completely, making relationships more difficult. These physical changes make the emotions worse, and they also have a big impact on people’s behaviour. Behaviour. Depression usually has a significant impact on people’s behaviour. Some of the major areas affected are: 1. Withdrawal from family and friends. Social invitations are refused, phone calls are not returned, visiting with friends and family doesn’t happen so much. Social isolation is a strong factor in low mood – it takes away the comfort associated with a connection to others. Depressed people or people suffering with low mood often think that others have no interest in their company. Depression can also create problems with other people and put a strain on relationships. 2. Reduced self-care. Depressed people may take less care in looking after themselves; washing less or paying less attention to Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 8 our appearance than other people. Exercise often falls by the wayside. If we don’t look after ourselves it can make us feel worse about ourselves. Not eating properly is also an example of this. 3. Less involvement in rewarding activities. Hobbies, sports, reading, walking, playing with children – all of these activities may decline. Depressed people often feel too tired or motivated to engage in these activities. The less they participate in them, the less they feel able to do so. They no longer receive the personal satisfaction provided by these activities, which leads to negative emotions, such as feeling low or thinking they are ‘useless’. 4. Problems with everyday tasks. Someone suffering with low mood tends to find it difficult to do everyday things. For example, running errands, taking out the rubbish, cleaning the house etc. Not being able to complete these jobs can lead to negative thinking such as – ‘I am useless’ or ‘I have no control over my life’. So, depression touches all areas of your life: your emotions, thoughts, behaviours, your body and life situation (including family relationships, social support, major life events, ongoing stress, etc). Because all of these areas are connected and influence each other, vicious circles develop which mean that the problems take on a life of their own, and keep themselves going. This can be very difficult to manage, but it also means that when you are trying to get better, changing one area can lead to changes in the others: If we change how we think or behave we can change how we feel 1.5 TREATMENTS FOR DEPRESSION The good news is we can do something to change this. For some people, depression goes away on its own, without any treatment at all. However, for many people, getting some help can be very useful. There are a wide variety of treatments available for depression. Two of the most common are medication and psychological therapy. Medication. There is considerable evidence that medication does work well for many people. Many people who take antidepressant medication experience a lift in mood and a reduction in other symptoms (such as loss of appetite or difficulty concentrating). Sometimes medication is helpful because it reduces the depressive symptoms enough that people are able to sort out the problems in their lives Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 9 that are contributing to the depression – it gives them a sort of “chemical leg- up”. But medication is rarely a complete treatment for mood problems – although it helps, it is often important for people to make changes in their lives. It has also been shown that for a number of people, the most effective treatment is a combination of medication and psychological treatment. Here is some information about medication: • Anti-depressant medication is prescribed by a doctor or a psychiatrist. • There are many kinds of anti-depressant medications available; unfortunately, it is impossible to be sure which one will work the best, so sometimes people have to try a few to find one that produces the best effect. • Usually, medication takes two to four weeks to kick in. • Certain people take medication over the long term. Others take medication for a while to give them energy and a lift in mood that enables them to make some positive changes in their lives. Eventually, these people gradually reduce and stop taking the medication with the help of their doctor. • It can be tempting to stop taking medication when you start to feel better. Common result: a rapid return of the problem. It is generally best to stay on the medication until your mood is steady for a while. Talk to your doctor if you want to stop taking medication, and he or she will help you along. • There are some side effects to antidepressant medication, such as dry mouth, drowsiness and weight changes, but these often become less after the medication is taken for a longer period of time. Many people suffering with depression can be treated without medication. By increasing activity, living a healthier life, dealing openly with problems, and challenging negative thinking, the depression will lift. Psychological Treatment. There are many different psychological treatments available for depression. This booklet is based on cognitive- behavioural therapy (CBT), a well-researched and common form of psychological treatment. This kind of therapy focuses on the behaviour and thinking of people that are depressed, because these factors often play a very important role in starting depression and keeping it going. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 10 STEPS TO START TACKLING YOUR DEPRESSION Section 2: GETTING GOING AGAIN When people are depressed, they often stop doing many things that used to be a part of daily life – sometimes, they even stop doing things that they previously enjoyed. This can make you feel even worse, even though it may feel like the only thing you can do. In other words, it is like a vicious circle: Depression Doing less Depression leads to doing less, but the doing less can make depression worse. What may seem like a good coping strategy at the time actually tends to either keep the depression going, or even make it worse. So don’t wait until you feel like doing more. The more you wait, the less likely you are to get better. Instead, gradually get yourself moving even though you don’t feel like it. Sometimes, the less you feel like doing something, the more important it is to do it. STEP 1 See what you are actually doing: Because you are depressed it may be hard for you to think that you are managing to do anything. So it may be a good idea to have a look at what you are actually doing. One way to find out is to record what you are doing – like a personal diary. Try this for a few days using the Activities Monitoring Sheet on the next page (you will also find a blank version at the back of this guide). Each time you write down an activity, give it two ratings out of ten - one for Enjoyment (E) and the other for Achievement (A). ‘0’/10 for enjoyment would mean that you did not enjoy the activity at all, and ‘10’/10 for enjoyment would mean that the activity had been extremely enjoyable. ‘0’/10 for achievement would mean that you did not feel like you achieved anything at all after that activity, while ‘10’/10 would mean that you had an extremely strong sense of achievement. • Try to do the ratings at the time of the activity– that way it’s much easier to remember how it was for you. • Remember that things seem more difficult when you are depressed – therefore, an activity that once was easy now seems to be quite a challenge. If you manage to accomplish such an activity, you should give yourself credit. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 11 Activities Monitoring Sheet (Example) Monday Tuesday Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday Stayed in bed A 2 /10 E 4 /10 Morning Made cup of tea A 7 /10 E 7 /10 Went back to bed A 2 /10 E 4/10 Lay on sofa watching TV A 3/10 E 4/10 Afternoon Got dressed A8 /10 E 5/10 Took dog for short walk A 9/10 E 8/10 Slept on sofa A 2/10 E 4/10 Made some dinner A 8/10 E 7/10 Evening Watched TV then went to bed early A 4/10 E 4/10 Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 12 Your Activities Monitoring Sheet can give you information on what you are actually doing and enjoying. You may find that you are more active and capable than you thought, or that you are doing more things that you enjoy than you thought. Or you might find that you are doing very little and not enjoying yourself at all. In either case, this is a good place to start setting some goals. It is time to start trying to do a little bit more, and planning activities for specific times during the day. Sometimes starting to get active again can seem quite scary – like you don’t know where to start. The first question to ask yourself is what activities can be increased? What does your activity monitoring sheet suggest these could be? You may remember from the previous section in this guide that when people feel depressed, activity in the following four areas tends to get less: STEP 2 Make a list for yourself: Involvement with family and friends. Examples: Inviting people to do things. Keeping in contact with friends. Returning phone calls. Going to a social group or class. Your examples: Self care Examples: Getting dressed each day. Following your usual self care routine (eg washing face, brushing teeth, shaving or putting make up on). Exercising regularly. Eating properly. Your examples: Personally rewarding activities Examples: Reading, walking, playing a computer game, watching TV, playing cards/games, gardening, listening to music, looking at a social network site, doing a crossword Your examples: Small duties Examples: Opening bills, paying bills, housework, food shopping, running errands, tidying up a bit Your examples: Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 13 STEP 3 Pick your goals: Now pick two of the activities that you listed that are the most practical for you to start changing right now. Your first two choices should be from different areas. Write them down. 1. 2. STEP 4 Make your goals SMART: For each of the activities you have chosen, set a doable goal for the coming week. Remember – when you are depressed it is often very difficult to get moving. As a result, you will need to set smaller goals than you usually would. To succeed, your goals should be SMART: Specific: Your goal should be very clear, so you will know when you have done it. Manageable: Start off with smaller goals – a good place to start is choosing a task that you can handle no matter how bad you are feeling. Active: Make a plan for what you will do, not how you will think or feel while you are doing it. Realistic: Your goals should be easy enough to do even if you feel terrible. Time: It will help to carry the goal out if you decide when and how you are going to do it, as well as how many times or for how long. An example of setting a SMART goal in a complicated situation is shown below: Leslie hadn’t looked at her bills for a month or even opened her post. Knowing that getting her finances in order was important but feeling like it was too much to do in one go, she decided to do it in a few steps. Firstly, she decided to spend five minutes each day just opening the envelopes that she had piled up (but not looking at the letters). Once she had opened everything she decided to spend five minutes each day looking at the letters and putting them in order of importance. Once she had done this she decided to make a plan for dealing with them. She decided that Monday evening would be a good time to start this. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 14 ACTIVITY HOW OFTEN? WHAT DAY? Some people find it helpful to treat your goals like appointments with yourself. If you wouldn’t break an appointment with someone else (like your doctor), then don’t break a goal with yourself. If you must cancel one of these appointments with yourself, reschedule immediately and don’t miss it a second time. What if you do extra? That’s great – but you still need to keep the next appointment Remember to keep it doable. STEP 5 Carry out your goals: Now it is time to carry out your goals. Write your goals into your Activities Record and Goal Sheet (you will find a blank copy at the back of this guide). You can continue to monitor your activities alongside your goals and rate your enjoyment and achievement. At first, you may not notice a sense of achievement from completing your goals, but remind yourself that you are doing something positive to help your depression so make sure you check it off your list you made in step 2 – you have done something you wouldn’t have done last week, and it probably wasn’t easy. Congratulate and reward yourself. Remember, when people are depressed, they tend to focus on the things they haven’t done, and ignore or downplay the things they have managed to do. Deliberately remind yourself that you did it – it counts, especially during depression. STEP 6 Review your progress: After a week of doing these goals, review the situation. • Are there any differences between your initial Activities Monitoring Sheet and your Activities Record Sheet that includes your goals? • Are you doing more? • Are you feeling better at times? • Do you want to keep doing these goals at the same level until they feel more comfortable? • Do you want to increase the goals slightly? If you had some difficulty achieving your goal, what got in the way? Look back at the criteria for a SMART goal. • Was your goal too ambitious? • Was it too vague? Then is probably time to rework your goal. • If you set your goal too high or aren’t specific enough, it will be harder to achieve. • Do something more manageable, and make it as specific as possible. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 15 • As your energy comes back, you will be able to do more. The most important thing is to start moving, no matter how slowly. When you feel ready, add another SMART goal. Pick one from another area. For example, if you had one goal from Involvement with Family and Friends, and another from Self-care, this time choose one from Personally Rewarding Activities or Small Duties. Add your goal into your activity diary. After another week of doing these goals, review the situation again. TIP: Are you a morning person or an afternoon person? When is your energy level the highest? You may want to plan your activities accordingly. TIP: If your activity plan is very busy – don’t forget to schedule in some time for rest. We all need some time to unwind TIP: Usually, having no more than three goals at one time is the most manageable. SUMMARY 1. Monitor your activity to see what you are actually doing, rate your Achievement and Enjoyment. 2. Use your Activity Monitoring Sheet to see what activities you normally do that have decreased or stopped all together and make a list. 3. Pick 2 activities from your list (from different areas). 4. Make these activities into SMART goals. 5. Carry out your goals – write them into your Activities Record Sheet, rate your Achievement and Enjoyment. When you have completed your goals check them off your list and remember to praise yourself 6. Review your progress after and when you are ready, add another goal from your list. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 16 Section 3: NEGATIVE THINKING AND DEPRESSION Each person is affected differently by outside events, depending on how they think about these events. For example, imagine that Mary is walking down the street and sees a friend – but the friend walks by her without acknowledging her. Mary thinks to herself – “Oh dear, she must be angry at me. Or perhaps she doesn’t like me and she’s trying to avoid talking to me. I’ve lost another friend. I will always be alone”. Mary feels awful – she notices her sadness and loneliness growing. Now, imagine that Sarah encounters the same situation. Sarah thinks to herself – “Wow – she is really distracted I bet she is still thinking about that date she had last week”. Sarah feels a bit amused, and goes about her day. Note that in this example, the event that Mary and Sarah experienced was the same. But because they had different ideas about it, what they felt in the situation was completely different. This shows our basic understanding of the links between thinking and feeling in depression. Negative Thoughts Depressed Mood When people feel depressed they have particular ways of thinking about the world that can trigger or worsen the experience of depression – So depression can cause us to think very negatively. This thinking is very often: • Unfair. For example, negative events are given much more significance than positive ones. • Unrealistic. Things seem much worse than they actually are and take on a bigger meaning to us. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 17 This unfair and unrealistic thinking affects the way we make sense of events and situations. For example: 1. Thinking in a very critical fashion, judging ourselves in a harsh and unfair manner. The bad things we have done are very obvious, and we have a hard time remembering anything good about ourselves. “I am so useless, I’m just a complete failure” 2. Often seeing life in an unrealistically pessimistic way, emphasising it’s negative or threatening aspects and ignoring more positive or promising aspects. “My situation is terrible and there is nothing I can do about it” 3. Seeing a future that is bleak and disappointing and expect the worst to happen. “This will never get better – it will probably only get worse” When people are depressed, they tend to have thoughts that are generally unfair and unrealistic. They are unhelpful because they aren’t accurate thoughts about the self, the current situation, and the future. They are also automatic; they seem to appear out of nowhere, and are not the result of reasoning or decision making. Sometimes they are so automatic they are difficult to spot. Unfortunately, these thoughts can also seem very believable – and so there seems to be very little reason to doubt them. You will find some common forms of unhelpful thinking on the next page. Do recognise any of them in yourself? Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 18 Filtering. Only looking at the bad, never the good. You may single out a negative detail and dwell on it, ignoring any good things you have done. You may see only your weaknesses and mistakes, and disregard your strengths and accomplishments. Overgeneralization. One negative event is the beginning of a never- ending pattern. If you fail the first time, you will fail every time. If you have difficulty with one friend, nobody likes you. All or nothing thinking. You see things as black and white with nothing in between. You are either fat or thin, smart or stupid, depressed or happy, and so on. There is no in-between. Gradual progress is never enough – only a complete change will do. “Who cares if I only did half of it? It’s still not finished” Catastrophising. A small disappointment is a disaster. For example, after making an mistaken comment at a meeting, you think you made a complete fool of yourself and it was a complete disaster, everyone at work thinks you are stupid and you may lose your job. As a result, you react to the imagined catastrophe (everyone at work thinks you are stupid, you may lose your job), rather than to the little event (the mistaken comment). Labelling. You talk to yourself in a harsh way, calling yourself names like “stupid”, “idiot”, “failure”, or whatever is the worst insult for you. You feel like these labels sum you up. Mindreading. You know what others are thinking of you, and it’s always bad. As a result, you react to what you imagine they are thinking without bothering to ask. Fortune Telling. You know what the future will bring, and it’s usually negative. Nothing will work out, so why bother trying? Result: You bring about the future you fear. Disqualifying the positive. Anything positive about you or anything positive that happens is discounted. For example, “I did manage to get some things done, but anyone could have done that”, or “I enjoyed going out, but I felt depressed again afterwards”. Personalisation. If something bad happens, it must have been your fault. Other more likely causes are ignored. Perfectionism. It’s only good enough if it’s perfect. And because it’s never perfect, you are never satisfied and can never take pride in anything. Shoulds. You know how you should be and how the world should be – but you are not, and neither is the world. “I should not upset people”. “I ought to have achieved more than this.” Result: You are constantly disappointed and angry with yourself and everyone around you. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 19 Where do these thoughts come from? For some people, patterns of negative thinking begin in childhood. Some people grew up in families where only negative and critical comments were made. In other families, children were discouraged from saying positive things about themselves and may have been rewarded for being self-critical. For other people, the cause of the negative thinking may be more immediate. For example, a major life event (e.g., loss of a job, death of a loved one, divorce, financial setback), social isolation (e.g., after moving), relationship conflict, or stress (e.g., related to employment, physical health, family), may trigger negative thinking. In all of these cases, negative thinking puts people at risk of feeling depressed. In some people, the depression may actually cause the negative thinking. Whether negative thinking starts before depression or is caused by depression, it can have a very big influence on your experience of the world. Negative thinking increases the negative impact of difficult life situations and can make people more sensitive to emotional pain. Negative thinking can make depression worse and make it last longer. STEP 1 Recognising your negative thoughts: Negative thinking is so quick and automatic we don’t even realise we are doing it. It is important to learn to become aware of negative thinking as it occurs. A good strategy to help to identify negative thinking is to fill out a thought diary (like the one on page 21) over the course of a week. Every time your mood sinks a little further, ask yourself: What was going through my mind just then? Write it down Then make a note of the emotions you were feeling. Keep recording your thoughts – maybe you will notice the same kind of thought happening over and over again – you might want to put a mark beside thoughts that keep repeating themselves. This will help you identify the most common kinds of negative thinking that you do as seen on the previous page. When you start to become aware of unhelpful thinking, you may feel tempted to attack yourself. “How could I think such stupid thoughts??” Remember, depression causes you to criticise yourself, and recognising unhelpful thinking gives you one more way to beat yourself up. Instead, remind yourself that unhelpful patterns of thinking may have been learned during a difficult childhood, or may even be the product of depression itself. You are not stupid for having unhelpful thoughts – they are normal during depression. There is a blank thought diary form at the back of this guide that you can copy and use to record your thoughts. Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge 20 DATE SITUATION NEGATIVE THOUGHT EMOTION What was going through my mind just then? Rate how strongly you feel that Record thought, and if you like, try to classify the kind of emotion (1-100 scale) distortion 1 October Friend cancels lunch She doesn’t like me. (mind-reading) Sad – 100% plans No one likes me. (overgeneralization) Lonely – 90% Everywhere I go I’m rejected – the world is a cold place. Hopeless – 90% (catastrophising) Coping with Depression Primary Care Psychological Treatment Service, Cambridge

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